While I was never the best student in school (after all, there were always more interesting things to do) I never feared that I would fail. I fear for that now. I want to go back...back where classes make sense and are still taught in the language that I speak.
Private to self
What the hell's the matter with Narcissa? She looked terrible today. I don't mean that in a bad way, that she looked ill kempt or anything, but just that she looked so sad and fragile. I could almost imagine that I could see through her skin she was so pale, and she looked...distracted. Does she hate it here that much, or is something else going on?
I wonder if she's found out something bad about her future. Hell, I would want to know what's giong to happen to me, but it doesn't mean I'd be doing cartwheels about it if I thought I was going to turn out poorly.
Why does nothing make sense anymore?
Private to Cissa
You alright? You looked sort of...tired today.