Private to self I've found out who she is...at least, I THINK I have. Not everyone has such a distinctive little snore, that sound that's cute even though logically I know snoring should NOT be called cute. But it is. They fell asleep last night with me reading to them, and then I heard that sound--from BOTH of them--and I...I knew.
Cissa. Meda' mum is Cissa. If I were thinking with half a brain I should have figured it out long before now, I mean, her name IS Meda, after all, Cissa's sister, the one she has never really gotten over "losing" is Andromeda.
So what to do? Do I tell her? What if she reacts badly and has no wish to see me? What if she finds the thought that Lucius will likely die in the future an unhappy prospect? What if she has no interest in me THAT way and it comes to harm our own relationship now, what if..
I need to talk to Meda. She will know what to do.
/Private
Private to Meda We need to speak privately when you wake. Please come and see me as soon as you can but don't tell anyone, not even your Mum Cissa.